stuck...

A couple hours ago my friend left to go back to mexico....and she's not coming back ):

This has truly been an amazing year and I'm glad to say that I have met some of the most awesome people, who have changed my view on life forever. This has been the best school year for me yet. I've made friends from all over the world and as they all leave one by one, we all slowly realize "when will we see each other again".
It's most depressing on my end, because I'm seeig them all leave back to their lives and I realize that I'm the last one. Left alone waving goodbye...They are all going to go back to their lives that they had before, but I'm not...I'm stuck here in winnipeg and i have nowhere to go back to.
I guess I'm just scared of the future. depressed a little and sad that I'm sayig goodbye to a bunch of people who made my life awesome. And its sad to think that we might never reunite all together one day.
Truly they have opened my eyes so much to the world that I wat to go out there and experience it. I dont want to be stuck here forever.