My wandering mind....My evil thoughts.

I was listening to the song "she likes me for me" today at work and like many countless other times my mind went wandering to him. "Does he ever think of me? Does he ever wonder where I am? Does he wish he'd bump in to me?" Sadly I know all too well the answer to those questions, NO. I just feel like, like, like.....actually I don't know what I feel. I haven't been really interested in anyone since him, no one else can compare♥. There's only and will ever be one him. He's the first guy that I've ever accepted with flaws and all.

Anyways on to a new topic. Ah epiphany of religion and God. Is that really something you should announce to the world. I know truthfully I am only saying this because of my dislike towards this girl, but still it bugs me. I myself have been struggling with religion, God and self identity more than she will ever. But she announces to the whole world her religious epiphany of how she needs God more, and how she should go back to her youth group. Then she gets praised for it! I think all done in religion should be humble and gracious. Not loud and garnering attention. you don't hear saints accouncing they've seen Christ.

Yeah those are my thoughts. Yes I hate that girl, No I don't think I will ever like her. And Yes I just rejected some guy today and didn't feel bad about it. Who cares. Life yata yata....