thats just the way it is

Things aren't settling in the way I want it. I'm too depressed to do anything about it. I don't know. i don't know. i want to disappear i want no one, yet everyone to care about what I'm saying. Life is a viscious cycle, history seems to be repeating itself. I miss my friends, its hard to please other people. I'm never what they want and i don't know why. seriously.

FUCKIT.

see you round. i m pmsing ahah thats the only time i go on here.