The Crash after the High

What goes up must come down, why the fuck does that have to be true. I'm back on my downwards negative slump again.
I guess this just has to do with my weird emotions, I tend to always put myself on an emotional roller coaster even though it's not necessary. I don't know, I guess this all started after yesterday/today when a bunch of my girl friends came over and we just hung out. It was fun and I got to talk to one of my old friends. We talk about what was happening in her life and all this shit this guy is putting her through just because he feel like he needs to find himself. And he thinks the only way to do that is to go out and find true love. That doesn't make any sense at all, but what ever. Everyone seems to think that girls are the confusing ones, but in reality it's Boys who are. Boy's don't know that they're being complicated and at least girls know that they are.
Anyways I'll probably lighten up before the holidays and I hope I do. I need inspiration, I need something meaningful to write about. I really feel like my past couple post have been empty and pointless even to me. I'm just writing for the sake of writing, at least it keeps me sane. If anything was to be gained from this post it would be kicking some sense into myself. Well I hope something exciting or interesting happens so I can scribble it down in here, 'till next time I guess (: .

I swear I'm emotionally bi-polar